Goodbye moon We will miss you, we will miss you Goodbye moon We will miss you, we will miss you Goodbye moon We will miss you, we will miss you We will miss you Goodbye moon We will miss you, we will miss you Don’t leave us now

I always hated when I smiled I can’t stand the shape of my teeth They always looked so stained and gross You never minded it, though You always saw the white under You always saw the white under it all I always think that whatever happened It was my fault, I did something wrong And I could have just fixed it all In your dreams, in my daze Do you ever think about my days I always knew this would all come down I said some things that I might regret When I wake up, I fear I lost your respect When I speak my mind, did I make it clear Can I get out of here I trapped my thoughts in thicker walls Counting the days to wait for you In my sheets, like waterfalls Counting the days to wait for you I don’t want to go insane I don’t want to go insane But I think I have a fucking migraine It is driving me insane, I didn’t mean to rhyme I don’t want to go insane I don’t want to go insane But I think I have a fucking migraine It is driving me insane, I didn’t mean to rhyme It is scary to sleep, I don’t have much time If I don’t wake up, I’ll never see the day And the fish men walk with their suits and smoke And the songs I’ve written for you are all jokes It is scary to sleep, cause the morning sun Will shine upon my yellow teeth And this curse will keep alive again It is scary to sleep, so I’m not going to bed

Everywhere, it's dripping everywhere Don't know if I'll get out of here On my clothes, on my legs and hands Don't know if I'll get out of here When I close my eyes, and I wish I was blind It's been such a long time since I've seen the sun I can't feel your warmth, and I wish it wasn't cold It's been such a long time since I've seen the sun And I don't miss the sun I don't miss this dream Will I make it through this night again? And I don't miss the sun I don't miss this dream Will I make it through this night again? If I close my eyes, will it hurt even more? It's been such a long time since I've seen the sun I'm gonna do it behind that curtain I'm gonna do it, I have no more words I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else I don't miss you, I have nothing else

Baby, you’re like a haunted mansion I’m on the west wing, and I look for you Trying to find you like broken pieces Like a box that releases ghosts in the building Your words are strange fragments And I’m left to decipher the meanings And I was left from the moment I was born Alone to learn how to deal with shit myself I’ve got too many bottles around my room I can’t be bothered to throw them away And I’m so scared of a future Where I remain isolated Hiding in your shadows forever Waiting for something that I cannot have Smashing the keys on this thrift store keyboard I found it and I thought I could play you a song It was so fucking broken, the keys never worked So I threw it away and then I cried again And I would say to myself “it’s just a keyboard” It’s just a keyboard, it’s just a keyboard Dry your eyes and get off your bed Cause you know damn well that it’s just a keyboard But I’m trying to stop thinking so much Cause living’s easy when your brain’s shut off And I’m so scared of a future Where I remain isolated Hiding in your shadows forever Waiting for something that I cannot have Under this garbage pile Could be salvageable pieces, I am sure But baby, you gotta be looking with me For this garbage fire to work And I guess I was late to the party Cause I stayed back here for you Waiting to see your face Sat alone at a table for two And you said, you were crying over him And I said, I hope things get better And you said, you were crying over him And I said, I hope things get better for you It’s not just a keyboard It’s not just a keyboard It’s not just a keyboard It’s not just a keyboard

I know you don’t mean to But you hurt me bad Although I know this much I think I’ve deserved it But I can take it all for you Although my spirit is broken I’d break it twice more For you, you deserve it Will you see me in my nicest dress? I know that you know what’s best But when I wake up, are you mine? When the bad dream ends, are you gone? At the old house, where we met, are you mine? When time flies away, are you gone? I’ve worn so many faces I’ve gone naked with you But I was never sure If I deserved this much And watching you smile I’d give my organs to you Would you do the same? Would you do the same? Will you see me in my nicest dress? For you, I just want to look my best But when I wake up, are you mine? When the bad dream ends, are you gone? At the old house, where we met, are you mine? When time flies away, are you gone? When rose petals fall, are you mine? If my lungs fail me, are you gone? Good lord, I want to know, are you mine? Are you gone, gone, gone, this night?

See, I’ve sang enough about you This night, I will write about something else See, I’ve given all I can to you This night, I’m not a man of my word Told my mom that we should visit you once Told my friends that I can get through this Told my dad that I have never had interest Told my sisters that it wasn’t serious I am a petty liar, and I can get that right I can fit us into the images of peoples minds I am a no good, jealous, bitter man I can try to fit us into a perfect picture A perfect picture Your perfect pictures In my photo album See, I’ve told myself so many things Like my skies are blue and your skies are red Maybe your grass is dying and your teeth are falling out Oh, and then And then I felt like a bad guy This night, I tried to remember to forget How long, how long can I face this? You better make damn sure to end this now, you better (You better) You better make damn sure to end this now You’re trying to cut off these strings on my arms And I’m trying to keep them sewn onto my skin You are better than this, you better cut them off You better cut me off for the sake of your self At the end of the day, it’s still the same I haven’t lost that feeling, that feeling will stay Would you give me a chance if I gave you my soul? Would you spare me your time? Would you spare me your warmth? At the end of the day, it’s still the same I haven’t lost that feeling, that feeling will stay Would you give me a chance if I gave you my soul? Would you spare me your time? Would you spare me your warmth? I’m so sick I think I need some help You don’t have to Go to bed now You don’t have to Go to bed now

Thoughts come out of my head like spiders Crawling out of dark cracks in the wall They seem so stupid, irrational I’m a stupid, ugly, stuttering asshole Staring at the pictures that I kept in an album My tears fall down the side of my face And all my anger is filling my body Tearing every part of me to shreds Why can’t you? Why can’t you want me Why can’t you? Why can’t you want me Stuck in a room, stuck in a house Kept locked tight with a faulty lock And all this resentment drives my need to get out But hiding was always the easiest way The night after it ended, I contemplated I wish I could explain, but it’s too complicated Anger fills my head (I’ve got no where to go) Scratching on the chalkboard (I’ve gotten no sleep tonight) Dissonant notes on piano (I wanna to go back home) My bones began to tense up (But I’ve got no home to go to) These notes aren’t perfect (I’ve got no where to go) There must be an ending (I’ve gotten no sleep tonight) To this fucked up music (I wanna to go back home) Before my lungs give out (But I’ve got no home to go to) Why can’t you? Why can’t you want me Why can’t you? Why can’t you want me There’s something crawling inside my head There’s something crawling inside my head There’s something crawling inside my head There’s something crawling inside my head And if you texted me back We could talk about things for once and I know that you like to joke around but I’m not in the mood tonight but If you texted me back We could talk about things for once and I know that you like to joke around but I’m not in the mood tonight but I just wanna go back to those times where We had connection, our signal was strong Did the power go out? Did the lines get cut? Did that signal go out? And why are you gone? And it’s not just a keyboard

What I said: I got kicked off the bus Walked a mile in the sun My shoes full of rocks and blood The sweat pouring down my face The sun made me think of us The sun was killing me The sun gets too hot and kills my soul This is my least favorite show I try to skip the worst scenes Yet, they always play anyways They make me miss those better days Did you ever think of me? When Jeffrey Dahmer was on TV? Someone once told me I looked like him And I never stopped thinking about it I don’t know how much My body will be worth When they sell my organs Would you take my heart Once I’m dead and gone I know it’s bleeding for you I know it’s not what you want And I know all these words mean nothing to me (Would you take my heart) And I’m so sick of writing about myself (Once I’m dead and gone) Honey, you’re like a cancer in my lungs (I know it’s bleeding for you) You take the air from my lungs (I know it’s not what you want) What I said in my sleep: What? The flowers are dying today The walls are starting to decay It’s a lovely day to die, oh, isn’t it? You can appreciate that kind of time (Castrate me, please) (Feed my growing lust) You can learn to love the isolation You can’t have my sun On this night, it’s a full blood moon The hell flowers bloom You’re so different now I am desperate now I would die for your hands I would die for your warmth You’re so fucking sick I am so naive I would die for your love I would let you insert this blade Tell me I’m the only heart That you have taken for your keeping Tell me I’m only the one That you would fuck while I was asleep (Maybe I will know that you love me) I would disappear for many days But there seemed to be no one looking for me No posters, no cartons, no lovers No family members even showed up to my funeral You’re so different now I am desperate now I would die for your hands I would die for your warmth You’re so fucking sick I am so naive I would die for your love I would let you insert this blade Into my heart Into my heart Into my heart What you said: Sometimes, I try to think of Different ways to say I’m sorry But I don’t know if it would help For the past and the present I spend most hours of the day Waiting for you to call me again Cause I just need to hear your voice Once more I can see your anger, I know But I couldn’t wait any longer I hope your mother forgives me But I can’t wait any longer I still love you, you know I do No matter how much I try To replace your face, replace that void You know it’s always you I’ve tried to get better I’ve tried to stay sober I’ve tried to stop being tired But I’m tired I’ve tried to get better (living in Las Vegas) I’ve tried to stay sober (living in Las Vegas) I’ve tried to stop being tired (living in Las Vegas) But I’m tired (living in this house) And I feel like I can’t breathe right now My mind is split in pieces On the other side of this screen I wanna feel your hands touch mine And I tried to get better for you And I’ve tried to stay sober for you I’m so afraid of becoming my mother I am so afraid of being alone I want the voice to stop I want my heart to stop I promise, mother, I’m still your child I promise, lover, I’m still your ghost I want this noise to stop Untie my stomach knot I promise, father I’m still your child I promise, lover, I’m still your ghost And I feel like I can’t breathe right now (Living in Las Vegas) My mind is split in pieces (living in Las Vegas) On the other side of this screen (living in Las Vegas) I wanna feel your hands touch mine (living in you) And I tried to get better for you (living in Las Vegas) And I’ve tried to stay sober for you (living in Las Vegas) I’m so afraid of what I’ve become (living inside my body) I am so afraid of being alone (living without you) Living in Las Vegas Living in Las Vegas Living in Las Vegas Living in Las Vegas