Mommy doesn’t know me And she never will Mommy doesn’t know me And she never will Cause I know when I come back home I wear a mask and remain alone Cause I’ll never find my words And be the son that she deserves Can you give me some rest? Can you bring me to bed? And leave me in my room But it doesn’t mean I don’t love you You’re all I have (and I wish I was different) You’re all I got (and I wish it was the same) You’re all I have (and I wish I was different) You’re all I got (and I wish it was the same) Mommy doesn’t know me And she never will Mommy doesn’t know me And she never will Cause I know when I come back home I wear a mask and remain alone Cause I’ll never find my words And be the son that she deserves And I know I was never perfect But I’ll still remember you as March 10th Every other weekends, you take us to visit him And you always hated being alone And the anger and sadness kills you I guess we both can be alike Maybe soon enough You can finally wake up With the burden lifted off your shoulders Cause I don’t think I’m doing you any favors You’re all I have (and I wish I was different) You’re all I got (and I wish it was the same) You’re all I have (and I wish I was different) You’re all I got (and I wish it was the same) You’re all I have (And I still remember you) You’re all I got You’re all I have (as March 10th) You’re all I got I still (you’re all I have) Remember you (you’re all I got) As March 10th (you’re all I have)

You could be born anew Skin and teeth, reshaped Evil mirrors twist your vision Skin-tight, choking my soul I guess the world won’t end But it always feels that way I guess the world won’t end But it feels like it They never call me names They never say a word But their eyes pierce my body Too loose or too tight now I guess the world won’t end But it always feels that way And I already hate this place So why try to make nice? Will I escape? Will I be lonely? Will I be beautiful? Inside and out Will I feel better? Will I feel warmer? Will I be alone? Inside and out Will I escape? Will I be lonely? Will I be beautiful? Inside and out Will I feel better? Will I feel warmer? Will I be alone? Inside and out

I’m trying to change But nothing can save me Nothing can save me I’m trying to change Cause I’m still the same Cause I’m still the same And I’ve never been good enough To be that girl that everyone wants And I’ve never felt so low in my life And I’m never gonna see the light Shining in the distance Shining in the distance I’m trying to stop Panicking so much I feel so stuck Always keeping to myself Cause I don’t wanna bother I just don’t wanna bother And I’ve always tried my best To be the one that they never forget And I’ve never felt so alone in my life Cause I know I’ll never see the light Shining in the distance Shining in the distance Shining I’m trying to change I'm trying to change

Stop calling mom, she doesn’t want to hear it Stop calling home, we don’t wanna hear it Stop calling my sisters, they don’t know what you’re talking about Just call me, I can always handle it Every other weekends, mom takes us to visit you And you take us to your lonely apartment Somehow, it stays so clean But everything else is still a mess And I never felt so sad Hearing you talk about your past And you drink yourself to death Just to feel nothing Just to feel nothing It’s not a surprise to see this happening I just didn’t think it would last Now you waste your days working 6 to 5 And fighting mom all the time Maybe soon enough You will finally wake up And you come home for good And you don’t smell like whiskey And I never felt so sad Hearing you talk about your past And you drink yourself to death Just to feel nothing Just to feel nothing And I always felt so bad Seeing you fall apart And you drink yourself to death Just to feel nothing Just to feel nothing And I never felt so bad Hearing you talk about your past Drinking yourself to death Just to feel nothing Just to feel