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All Leads Life

by FR13ND

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1.
All the sights I may see All the papers I will write All the voices I will hear All the hands I will feel All the eyes I stare into All the places I may stay All the friends I’ll lose and find All the flowers that will die All the sadness I may swallow All the sounds that I absorb All the life I have to live All the life I’ll make at home All the love I’ll share with you All the things I’ll share with them There was never time to worry There is only time to care
2.
The job The family The television The washing machine Good health Low cholesterol Mortgage Leisure wear 
Starter home Three piece suit DIY Junk food Walks in the park (Life) Nine to five (Life) Good at golf (Life) Family Christmas (Life) Indexed pension (Life) Tax exemption (Life) Clearing gutters (Life) Getting by (Life) Looking ahead (Life) The day you die (Life) (Life) (Life)
3.
Everything is fine in heaven Everything is fine Everything is nothing to me Love to be between the knees Of He who sits on a throne of babies And the angels never sing for me And the pain of life is a silly dream No sensation or motivation Never sleeping, never dreaming A never-ending sky I walk outside in the pouring rain The thunder lights the trees on fire The streets are flooding, house is burning Kids are dying, left behind I fall to my knees and I cry to Him Why, O Lord, Why did you lie? God, why did you lie? Why did you lie?
Why did you lie? Mom, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? God, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? Mom, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? God, why did you lie? Why did you lie?
Why did you lie? Mom, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? God, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? Mom, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? I want to live a long life Children and a wife I want to live a long life I’m miserable where I stand And my wife will grow to hate me When she sees the fool inside And my children will feel the guilt Of the Lord’s unloving eyes And I call to God for help His never-ending grace Mother is a whore and father is a drunk Papa was an oaf and Granny was the worst I held the seed of the Anti-Christ And stored it in my stomach for a long time And when she was born, I gave it to the Lord And she grew to hate me for life God, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? Mom, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? God, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? Mom, why did you lie? Why did you lie? Why did you lie? God, why did you lie? (No one saves you when you sin) Why did you lie? (No one saves you) Why did you lie? (When you sin) Mom, why did you lie? (No one saves you when you sin) Why did you lie? (No one saves you) Why did you lie? (When you sin) God, why did you lie? (No one saves you when you sin) Why did you lie? (No one saves you) Why did you lie? (When you sin) Mom, why did you lie? (No one saves you when you sin) Why did you lie? (No one saves you) Why did you lie? (When you sin) And it kills me to know I can’t be loved by you May you crush me with your hands Make my loved ones let me go And I don’t wish to taste of my future Cause it’s never going anywhere And the churches kicked me out For being a freak of all nature I’ll kill God I’ll kill God I’ll kill God and then myself
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I live across the street from a drunken, Christian man And on a sunny day, I saw the man walk outside He stepped out to the curb, he was pale and frail He fell to his knees and yelled to the sky for help He raised his weak hands like little daggers up to heaven And I could see it in his eyes, he knew what would happen And he clutched his chest as he dropped to the ground And his house began to burn but he couldn’t hear a sound I ran outside and I scurried to the man And I tried to lift him up but he was a heavy, old man So I kneeled before him and I tried to call for help And the man started to cry and let out a pathetic yelp His home became nothing but ashes in the wind I could see the light in his eyes have become dimmed And the color in his face began to drain away And he said, “Come closer, hear what I have to say” Where did my life go? Where did my life go? Is this what it’s like to be human? To love and praise an unkind lord? Is this what the world was made to do? Or was there more in store? But it’s a joke and it’s a show And there is no afterglow There’s no pleasure in loving a lie And after all this time, I thought I deserved some grace Spending a lifetime with fucking flies Flies, flies, flies, flies, flies Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies Flies, flies, flies, flies, flies Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies I hate Jesus!
5.
You’re a cold, unloving man And you hurt me all the time And I’m told that I should take it But everything’s your fault And everything I do Is a path you laid out for me I wish I could walk my own way I guess another day And I hope it’s all your fault When I start to fuck things up And I don’t want to know you better I’ll never learn to love you so Cause they say that you are watching But you never do a thing And I feel so blue everyday And I hope it’s all your fault And I hope it’s all your fault And I hope it’s all your fault And I hope it’s all your fault And I hope it’s all your fault And I hope it’s all your faul
6.
She’s not dead She’s not dead She cries in my arms She cries in my arms I promise to protect you And keep you safe and sound I promise to protect you Until the end of time They will take you From my cold hands They will put you In the deep dirt I won’t let them hurt you I will curse God for you I won’t give you to the sky There is no one but you and me And now I weep For my angel As our Lord Takes your soul And now I weep For my angel As our Lord Takes your soul
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Like sweet apples From a rotten tree With bad seeds Hanging from branches And I feel myself snap Off the frail twig And I fall within seconds But it feels like forever And I hit the grass And the tree seems so big Towering over me Blackened from the roots The fruits never bat an eye And I hate to admit it But I wish I could be with them They seem so happy To hang from the tree And I remain lonely In the tall, dead grass And I may know better But I wish I never did I wish I never did I wish I never did God can’t help me now God can’t help me now I wish I never did I wish I never did God can’t help me now God can’t help me now God can’t help me now
8.
I’ll love you until the end of time I’ll sing for you and your soul will shine I’ll take the blows and the stones you throw I’ll tend to you when you’re sick and blue I’ll grow some flowers in the yard I’ll watch you rip the petals off I’ll break the mirrors in the house I’ll pick the pieces up for you I’ll betray my body out of lust (I’ll betray my body out of lust) I’ll never leave your side again (I’ll never leave your side again) I’ll give you all my faith and trust (I’ll give you all my faith and trust) I’ll tell you all my secrets and (I’ll tell you all my secrets and) I’ll kill myself just to hold your hand (I’ll kill myself just to hold your hand) And when they put me in the ground (And when they put me in the ground) I’ll be holding the photos of you (I’ll be holding the photos of you)
9.
We’re so grateful for you We’re so grateful for you Our lord Our lord We’re so grateful for you We’re so grateful for you Our lord Our lord We’re so grateful for you We’re so grateful for you Our king Our king We’re so grateful for you We’re so grateful for you Our king Our king No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us No one’s coming to save us And when he does return Will he take you to the sky? Will he leave you here to burn? Will you leave you here to die? And do you ever think you’ll change? For the better or the worse? Do you ever listen to the Lord? And do you ever do what he says? And in your heart a baby cries She’s pale as a ghost and full of life She hasn’t taken that first step And became rotten from the inside And you will never get to go back For God always has a plan for you And no one’s ever gonna come and save us For we are all the fall Mary, I wish I we could change I wish we could die free But the Lord is guarding the gates And I’ll never see my family again Because I’ve gotten too dirty And my soul ain’t worth a damn My skin will melt and become black And I hope that I will suffocate And everyone I know will die with me And we fuse into one And the world is filled with godless freaks And I will become one of them And if this truly Hell, I know I was meant to be here forever Mary, I wish I could change Mary, I wish we could change Mary, I wish I could change Mary, I wish I could change Mary, I wish we could change (No one will save us) Mary, I wish we could change (No one will save us) Mary, I wish we could change (No one will save us) Mary, I wish I could change (No one will save us) Nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing gutters, getting by, looking ahead, the day you die.

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released January 10, 2024

written, performed and recorded by jamie turner
mastered by stella coleff
cigar box guitar by stella coleff on "just like you"
the voice of harry/the voice of the child by niki dewolf aka SUPERCOLLIDER on "the ballad of harry" and "no one will save us"
piano/strings by michael berry jr aka FACE WITH NO FEATURES on "hanging fruit"
cover art by michael berry jr.
special thanks to: kelly, niki, stella, michael, miles, jules, ethan, jake, mister wolfdog, haidan, lucas, dorian, dylan, and olivia
niki and michael’s music can be found here:
open.spotify.com/artist/6lAud6Jnt5duxJwCdJzKfN?si=RVrjUFbYSkCQOb_bd_wnEQ
open.spotify.com/artist/143jT3UY2kKrTZgUkx0Qdd?si=KOi7_4IXT-aLVVlJFuR1lw

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squire stratocaster
fender p-bass
luna acoustic
logic pro x

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